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14.4.10
Giving it up
I just read Jasline's blog. She names 'Jie Qi, Edina and Victoria' out as her Clique Members. No me at all. She wondered if they even treated her as a real friend, because she feels left out.
That is something I was about to type in.
Does the Clique really treat me as a real friend?
Edina and Victoria may.
Jasline, I'm not sure.
Jie Qi, definitely not.
Jie Qi has been ignoring me for the past few days, like I am some kind of invisible woman.
On Tuesday morning, she rolled her eyes at me for no apparent reason.
Of course I was hurt.
What did I do again ?
Then Jasline came in the class.
I was so delighted and wanted to talk to her.
Who knew, I was just like an invisible woman to her also.
She just put her bag down and walked straight towards Edina's table. Pass me.
Hurt. Again. Even more.
I decided not to try out for Victoria.
Throughout Morning Assembly after that, I kept quiet and did not talk to Jasline. Without any doubt, I was wishing for her to speak to me. But she didn't.
It was CA after. Then ACC.
Jie Qi, Jasline, Victoria and Edina grouped together for the ACC . Two pairs. I wasn't even considered. Maybe they did, but it didn't seem so ):
It was then when I decided to leave the Clique. After all, it has reduced from 8 members to 5. Since it is an odd number, which makes it hard to group, then I guess I have to make the sacrifice after all.
Today is Wednesday, and thinking of what happened yesterday, I don't think that the 4 of them care much about it. So let's just say it this way :
"Since they don't really care, it goes to show that they don't treat me as a friend at all. What is the use of
-pestering- them ? "
Well... I guess this is the best way to comfort myself ; To try to make myself as far away from them.
I did this all to make them happy, too. If I were still in the Clique, one of us will have to be angry and feel left out when we are not in a group of 4. So why not just make it easier and reduce it to 4?
After noticing for a period of time, I found out that perhaps the Clique is really happier without me. There is so much more freedom.
So how did I actually convince myself to be the one leaving?
Think of it this way:
Jasline and Jie Qi are definitely a pair, because they always hang out together.
Edina and Victoria are definitely a pair, because they have known each other longer.
So I am the only one out. Instead of being a 'dog', or a 'stalker', I think it's best for me to leave because their friendship is so strong ; I wouldn't want to break it.
Of course I treat them as my friends. I treat them as my best friends. That is why I'd rather leave and see them leading school life happier, than to drag them down in every mistake I make.
And this post is entitled 'Giving it up'.
I am really trying my best to give this friendship up.
Seriously, I hate friendship problems.
14.4.10
Giving it up
I just read Jasline's blog. She names 'Jie Qi, Edina and Victoria' out as her Clique Members. No me at all. She wondered if they even treated her as a real friend, because she feels left out.
That is something I was about to type in.
Does the Clique really treat me as a real friend?
Edina and Victoria may.
Jasline, I'm not sure.
Jie Qi, definitely not.
Jie Qi has been ignoring me for the past few days, like I am some kind of invisible woman.
On Tuesday morning, she rolled her eyes at me for no apparent reason.
Of course I was hurt.
What did I do again ?
Then Jasline came in the class.
I was so delighted and wanted to talk to her.
Who knew, I was just like an invisible woman to her also.
She just put her bag down and walked straight towards Edina's table. Pass me.
Hurt. Again. Even more.
I decided not to try out for Victoria.
Throughout Morning Assembly after that, I kept quiet and did not talk to Jasline. Without any doubt, I was wishing for her to speak to me. But she didn't.
It was CA after. Then ACC.
Jie Qi, Jasline, Victoria and Edina grouped together for the ACC . Two pairs. I wasn't even considered. Maybe they did, but it didn't seem so ):
It was then when I decided to leave the Clique. After all, it has reduced from 8 members to 5. Since it is an odd number, which makes it hard to group, then I guess I have to make the sacrifice after all.
Today is Wednesday, and thinking of what happened yesterday, I don't think that the 4 of them care much about it. So let's just say it this way :
"Since they don't really care, it goes to show that they don't treat me as a friend at all. What is the use of
-pestering- them ? "
Well... I guess this is the best way to comfort myself ; To try to make myself as far away from them.
I did this all to make them happy, too. If I were still in the Clique, one of us will have to be angry and feel left out when we are not in a group of 4. So why not just make it easier and reduce it to 4?
After noticing for a period of time, I found out that perhaps the Clique is really happier without me. There is so much more freedom.
So how did I actually convince myself to be the one leaving?
Think of it this way:
Jasline and Jie Qi are definitely a pair, because they always hang out together.
Edina and Victoria are definitely a pair, because they have known each other longer.
So I am the only one out. Instead of being a 'dog', or a 'stalker', I think it's best for me to leave because their friendship is so strong ; I wouldn't want to break it.
Of course I treat them as my friends. I treat them as my best friends. That is why I'd rather leave and see them leading school life happier, than to drag them down in every mistake I make.
And this post is entitled 'Giving it up'.
I am really trying my best to give this friendship up.
Seriously, I hate friendship problems.
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Hey! I'm
Valerie Seet. Born on the
1st November 1997.
From
Singapore, Singapore and studying at
Anglican High School.
I love exams and homeworks.
Studying rocks.
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Academically Magical
Top the cohort in Bahasa Melayu 2010
Get Top 10 in Class for Overall 2010
Get straight A1s for CA1 2011
Get straight A1s for SA1 2011
Get straight A1s for CA2 2011
Get straight A1s for E.O.Ys 2011
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Compose 20 piano pieces
Burn a disc on all my composed piano songs
Write and record my own composed vocal song
Act in a short drama film
Reach a whistle note [>E6]
Reach a vibrato
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I aspire to be a SINGER when I grow up, or probably an ACTRESS or a TEACHER too!
Currently, I compose and sing songs including piano pieces <3
To date, I have composed a total of 11 piano compositions, long and short
Please bear with me if some of my posts are in Malay because I am a BAHASA MELAYU FREAK!
Sour stuff are tantalising and revitalising. You guess it! My favourite ♥
Sweet stuff are not my cup of tea unless I am sad D:
Bitter stuff are a NO WAY as I cannot stand bitterness
Spicy stuff are intriguing and I find myself consuming them despite my disability to withstand spiciness
Salty stuff are a treat but I limit myself to keep my body fit!
I am shy to begin with, but extremely hyper when you get to know me ;D
Mood Swings are normal so you would just have to put up with them (:
I appreciate ALL of my friends but can fall out can completely ignore them within a blink of an eye
If you want to know me better, communicate with me more and leave out all the rest
Then, I will only feel your sincerity
