11.8.10
Hmmph. Mixed Feelings.
My Grandmother-In-Law is in the hospital.
You may wonder why I said 'Grandmother-In-Law'.
I shall tell you.
My Grandmother [The one who gave birth to my Father; The one staying with me] divorced with my Grandfather many, many years ago.
I don't know when, but after that, my Grandfather had registered his marriage with my Grandmother-In-Law.
So, being a traditional chinese person, and thinking lawfully, I should be addressing her as my real Grandmother instead of my Father's Mother.
But I cannot.
First of all, she is almost stranger to me as I only see her during special occasions like Chinese New Year or every once in a blue moon.
Secondly, I don't think of her as a family-breaker, but I just don't like the thought of my Grandmother being a mistress.
Thirdly, she is younger than my aunt. I don't want to delude you guys by thinking my Aunt is some kind of 30 or 40 year old. My Aunt is 54 this year. But she is still younger. Can you imagine that? My father is just 51.
Fourthly, she has mental problems. Again, I don't wish to be seen as some kind of unfeeling creature who refuses to acknowledge people with disabilites. It's just that, there is communucation problems.
And it goes on and on.
But I really, seriously, pity her. Not being sacarstic. I really pity her.
Guess what? She fell down and got hurt on her head.
And she is nearly braindead.
BRAINDEAD.
CAN YOU IMAGINE IT ?! BRAINDEAD! THAT IS ALMOST THE SAME AS...
Forget it. I don't wish to stress myself further.
I don't know WHY, but I am getting SERIOUSLY AFFECTED by this!
I don't show it, but my hearts palpitates faster whenever I look at my Buddha Amulet or the Praying Table. It's like, I should really sink down to the floor, and pray for her recovery. Should I?
It's just prayer, you may say. But I see further into that. I believe that every once in a while, if I pray, my prayers will be heard and made true, but if I pray too much, only one, or none of my prayers will be heard.
I just feel that if I pray for her recovery, and something else even more important crops up, then what shall I do? But as I type this sentence out, I suddenly realised that I am being too selfish. For now, her incident is the most important! I gotta go pray now
11.8.10
Hmmph. Mixed Feelings.
My Grandmother-In-Law is in the hospital.
You may wonder why I said 'Grandmother-In-Law'.
I shall tell you.
My Grandmother [The one who gave birth to my Father; The one staying with me] divorced with my Grandfather many, many years ago.
I don't know when, but after that, my Grandfather had registered his marriage with my Grandmother-In-Law.
So, being a traditional chinese person, and thinking lawfully, I should be addressing her as my real Grandmother instead of my Father's Mother.
But I cannot.
First of all, she is almost stranger to me as I only see her during special occasions like Chinese New Year or every once in a blue moon.
Secondly, I don't think of her as a family-breaker, but I just don't like the thought of my Grandmother being a mistress.
Thirdly, she is younger than my aunt. I don't want to delude you guys by thinking my Aunt is some kind of 30 or 40 year old. My Aunt is 54 this year. But she is still younger. Can you imagine that? My father is just 51.
Fourthly, she has mental problems. Again, I don't wish to be seen as some kind of unfeeling creature who refuses to acknowledge people with disabilites. It's just that, there is communucation problems.
And it goes on and on.
But I really, seriously, pity her. Not being sacarstic. I really pity her.
Guess what? She fell down and got hurt on her head.
And she is nearly braindead.
BRAINDEAD.
CAN YOU IMAGINE IT ?! BRAINDEAD! THAT IS ALMOST THE SAME AS...
Forget it. I don't wish to stress myself further.
I don't know WHY, but I am getting SERIOUSLY AFFECTED by this!
I don't show it, but my hearts palpitates faster whenever I look at my Buddha Amulet or the Praying Table. It's like, I should really sink down to the floor, and pray for her recovery. Should I?
It's just prayer, you may say. But I see further into that. I believe that every once in a while, if I pray, my prayers will be heard and made true, but if I pray too much, only one, or none of my prayers will be heard.
I just feel that if I pray for her recovery, and something else even more important crops up, then what shall I do? But as I type this sentence out, I suddenly realised that I am being too selfish. For now, her incident is the most important! I gotta go pray now
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Valerie!
Hey! I'm
Valerie Seet. Born on the
1st November 1997.
From
Singapore, Singapore and studying at
Anglican High School.
I love exams and homeworks.
Studying rocks.
I always bring my handphone everywhere.
And I Am A
Loyal Fan of Wonder Girls. <3
WishList
Academically Magical
Top the cohort in Bahasa Melayu 2010
Get Top 10 in Class for Overall 2010
Get straight A1s for CA1 2011
Get straight A1s for SA1 2011
Get straight A1s for CA2 2011
Get straight A1s for E.O.Ys 2011
Musically Magical
Compose 20 piano pieces
Burn a disc on all my composed piano songs
Write and record my own composed vocal song
Act in a short drama film
Reach a whistle note [>E6]
Reach a vibrato
Personally Magical
Samsung CO3U
A puppy
LCD Plasma Wall TV in bedroom
Loves & Hates
♥ Purple
♥ 7
♥ Bahasa Melayu
♥ Puppies
♥ Vodka
♥ Claypot Rice
X Betrayers
X Bad-Mouthers
X Bitchy People
Clubs
I'm a member of the AHS Chinese Orchestra
Contest Banner Here (:
A little more information about me ;D
I aspire to be a SINGER when I grow up, or probably an ACTRESS or a TEACHER too!
Currently, I compose and sing songs including piano pieces <3
To date, I have composed a total of 11 piano compositions, long and short
Please bear with me if some of my posts are in Malay because I am a BAHASA MELAYU FREAK!
Sour stuff are tantalising and revitalising. You guess it! My favourite ♥
Sweet stuff are not my cup of tea unless I am sad D:
Bitter stuff are a NO WAY as I cannot stand bitterness
Spicy stuff are intriguing and I find myself consuming them despite my disability to withstand spiciness
Salty stuff are a treat but I limit myself to keep my body fit!
I am shy to begin with, but extremely hyper when you get to know me ;D
Mood Swings are normal so you would just have to put up with them (:
I appreciate ALL of my friends but can fall out can completely ignore them within a blink of an eye
If you want to know me better, communicate with me more and leave out all the rest
Then, I will only feel your sincerity
